Friday, 29 July 2016

I've had my whole Life trashed badly

I don't know what the heck happened but it's like I've been getting attacked and backstabbed in sneaky ways. I was holding it under control until last year but the tragedies kept rolling on. I'm so neglected and abused that despite hating iSlam and Muslims I made the decision of on the phone with a fraud imam converting to iSlam despite not believing in it. It was a poisoned and stressed phase of life full of abuse and bullying. Anyway instead of turning me down he accepted and life was ruined almost that instant in an even bigger way. Whatever other joys I had were trashed badly right then. You can't walk away from this bad luck convertion brings. How could this happen to a person like me who made his own irreligious materialistic cult but it hasn't gone mainstream or marketed yet. I'm all alone. The horror is great of losing so much and the culprits are always stupid third world men who keep getting away with their cock worshipping rituals. It's disgusting! 

A lot of my secrets were leaked to enemies in various ways. No hacking or cracking just leaked in various ways. It's a long story only a friggin mind map or fish and bone chart made by a competent team can describe the problem properly not merely sentences from a great but badly hurt and disturbed mind. 

I wish my parents had been humans instead of monkeys. 

Fuck you Islam. I mean of course they're probably born innocent but their men are so creepy a lot of them. So are brown men of other types. So what I a racis feminis or a lover of females with racial awareness. I don't like black women. It would trillions of terabytes to explain the back stories of my life. 

I've cured cancer but who cares right? 

You can't be an apostate. It's ruined my life even though I don't practice it. My problems go beyond iSlam. I'm from a retarded hate filled primitive diabetes and cancer ridden Hindu family who have me on a very tight and uncomfortable leash and put me last but kick my ass and rip me off first. 

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my family is mixed with nasty brown blood so I look white but everyone else is a monkey among my relatives. I've seen some Caucasian looking very fair Indian North Indian women who look great, dress western and would fuck well. But overall it's a backward culture where you make fuck after you make marriage. No place to make fuck.

Honestly my cousins and aunts n uncles some of em are such assholes punishing me every little thing I said. They're probably ruining what's left of Arian women in India or of Indian descent. India is a brown mans wet dream. Ie, a nightmare. Worsened by Obama being in charge of USA for eight years. When USA is messed up it affects everyone because these rowdies or barbarians of the old world as brzynski called em (no offense to the whites) dint behave unless USA behaves. 

Bah sometimes I think even democracy is a farce cause you keep seeing weak leaders and how much can one leader even do. Seriously my moms here with one boob cut off and I've hit that faggit my brown dad and his gang of cronies backstabbing me and stealing from me. So I'm hurt as heck and in a bad rented apartment that's run down in every way. I mean niggers are prohibited from being president but if your mom was white and wasted her life on a poisonous men like Barry, Barack, lolo then it's okay??? No it isn't. Black blood isn't allowed to preside especially when it's born in Mombasa or wherever. Pfft. Long story short things are bad bad bad for me. I can't even speak freely in the web because Indian and Muslim men are finding my stuff a it them and kicking my ass. A review of mine was removed. Very stupid and dominating parents I have. Sigh. I'm tired haven't slept well in years. Another curse from angry brown/mutt Hindu males. Long story. These brown men will trash whatever they touch whether they're Indian brown guys or pakis. Obama too trashed the world. Bastard deserves an impeachment and trial. I'd prefer a quick assignation for Barry but male cocksuckers are often guarded by other male cocksuckers. Things were better for me I'm 2013. It's a long story I'll need to make a new YouTube account as my main one was caught by my dad and he kills anything he lays his hands or eyes on. Disappointed no one did him in. many wanted to. Many men have wanted to kill him. He's jealous of everything including youth, beauty, success, brains anything he doesn't have. I'll be so ecstatic when he dies; when all brown men due. When blacks are kicked out of white nations. I'm in India not by choice but forced by bad circumstances. Long story. 

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