racism/bullying i keep experiencing

its something thats hit me pretty hard: since hitting puberty i'm getting severely bullied by the same 4 or 5 groups of people/ethinicities/cults (all non white, mostly male, rarely female too) and its getting worse with time. I can only conclude they're at war with sexy white-looking men, because i am extremely good looking, my skin glows, my hair has red/orange strands, its light brown, my beard has an orange hue to it and i was born to a semi brown dad and fairish mom in brown dominated india. my skin itself is really fair, its cool looking like this, i've spent long time in front of the mirror

theyre out to gut my kind as are some others. i want to list names but afraid they'll find my blog... i will try to post pics later

my friggin dad is a part of this group of people abusing me, keeping me from succeeding and destroying everything i hold sacred and like, anything i mention to them they'll kill it. some of the most conversations i've had have been with my biological father because later those things we talked about which I like he either talked about to thugs or did a variety of other things and destroyed those things just by knowing about them. both inside me and outside me in reality. he is a psychopath and a disease spreader and destroyer.

one example, i tell him i like nature, he says stop this nature bullshit. nature has been in free fall since then (jan 2008)
there are others, i express liking for japs having sex with many women simultaneously without marriage when he brings it up. he expresses disapproval of it. months later fukushima happens

these cannot be isolated events. there are many other examples of his destructive personality. i am so upset with authorities of these regions arabia, india not catching this thug and letting his reign of subtle terror continue.

he is an alcoholic, a fair skin hating racist, a hater of females, animals, straight men, sex, nature, prosperity, comfort, western brands etc etc. and he claims not to be a muslim. it doesn't get more muslim than this. he is a multiculural hindu born in 1953 i'm assuming he was born evil and deranged because he has been lying, cheating, abusing, stealing since childhood for no reason just for fun.

racism/bullying i keep experiencing

its something thats hit me pretty hard: since hitting puberty i'm getting severely bullied by the same 4 or 5 groups of people/ethinicities/cults (all non white, mostly male, rarely female too) and its getting worse with time. I can only conclude they're at war with sexy white-looking men, because i am extremely good looking, my skin glows, my hair has red/orange strands, its light brown, my beard has an orange hue to it and i was born to a semi brown dad and fairish mom in brown dominated india. my skin itself is really fair, its cool looking like this, i've spent long time in front of the mirror

theyre out to gut my kind as are some others. i want to list names but afraid they'll find my blog... i will try to post pics later

my friggin dad is a part of this group of people abusing me, keeping me from succeeding and destroying everything i hold sacred and like, anything i mention to them they'll kill it. some of the most conversations i've had have been with my biological father because later those things we talked about which I like he either talked about to thugs or did a variety of other things and destroyed those things just by knowing about them. both inside me and outside me in reality. he is a psychopath and a disease spreader and destroyer.

one example, i tell him i like nature, he says stop this nature bullshit. nature has been in free fall since then (jan 2008)
there are others, i express liking for japs having sex with many women simultaneously without marriage when he brings it up. he expresses disapproval of it. months later fukushima happens

these cannot be isolated events. there are many other examples of his destructive personality. i am so upset with authorities of these regions arabia, india not catching this thug and letting his reign of subtle terror continue.

he is an alcoholic, a fair skin hating racist, a hater of females, animals, straight men, sex, nature, prosperity, comfort, western brands etc etc. and he claims not to be a muslim. it doesn't get more muslim than this. he is a multiculural hindu born in 1953 i'm assuming he was born evil and deranged because he has been lying, cheating, abusing, stealing since childhood for no reason just for fun.

correlation between obama presidency and decline of nature, white women's empowerment etc

it does exist, I've noticed it myself in these regions

- dubai, uae
- india
- london, uk
- munich, germany

once you say la ilaha...

You're doomed. Doomed. Every shivling should be banned. Racist, sexist queer as fuck black/brown dong worship

You can't say this shit in reverse and get your life back. This isn't a 50s Action Comics issue.

Full of hurt and regrets right now. And traumas others gave me. Trashed my upbeatness at every stage.

Edit: Kaaba is probably a former shivling. It's gross. It shud be banned probably. Anyway I think it friggin sucks and gender segregation is of gay men like not out open gays but psychotic secret brown/black men type gays. Like Gandhi, Muhammad the prophet, Obama et al. I'm just venting cause I'm in a really bad phase and as such India couldn't suck more. You'll never get infrastructure here cause inferior brown men are so full of their ugly selves and in charge of everything. Bah a wasted Arian colony. Btw I even consider Jews who are white, white. So yeah I definitely wanna fuck a blonde jewess someday. 

I've had my whole Life trashed badly

I don't know what the heck happened but it's like I've been getting attacked and backstabbed in sneaky ways. I was holding it under control until last year but the tragedies kept rolling on. I'm so neglected and abused that despite hating iSlam and Muslims I made the decision of on the phone with a fraud imam converting to iSlam despite not believing in it. It was a poisoned and stressed phase of life full of abuse and bullying. Anyway instead of turning me down he accepted and life was ruined almost that instant in an even bigger way. Whatever other joys I had were trashed badly right then. You can't walk away from this bad luck convertion brings. How could this happen to a person like me who made his own irreligious materialistic cult but it hasn't gone mainstream or marketed yet. I'm all alone. The horror is great of losing so much and the culprits are always stupid third world men who keep getting away with their cock worshipping rituals. It's disgusting! 

A lot of my secrets were leaked to enemies in various ways. No hacking or cracking just leaked in various ways. It's a long story only a friggin mind map or fish and bone chart made by a competent team can describe the problem properly not merely sentences from a great but badly hurt and disturbed mind. 

I wish my parents had been humans instead of monkeys. 

Fuck you Islam. I mean of course they're probably born innocent but their men are so creepy a lot of them. So are brown men of other types. So what I a racis feminis or a lover of females with racial awareness. I don't like black women. It would trillions of terabytes to explain the back stories of my life. 

I've cured cancer but who cares right? 

You can't be an apostate. It's ruined my life even though I don't practice it. My problems go beyond iSlam. I'm from a retarded hate filled primitive diabetes and cancer ridden Hindu family who have me on a very tight and uncomfortable leash and put me last but kick my ass and rip me off first. 

Edit: 

my family is mixed with nasty brown blood so I look white but everyone else is a monkey among my relatives. I've seen some Caucasian looking very fair Indian North Indian women who look great, dress western and would fuck well. But overall it's a backward culture where you make fuck after you make marriage. No place to make fuck.

Honestly my cousins and aunts n uncles some of em are such assholes punishing me every little thing I said. They're probably ruining what's left of Arian women in India or of Indian descent. India is a brown mans wet dream. Ie, a nightmare. Worsened by Obama being in charge of USA for eight years. When USA is messed up it affects everyone because these rowdies or barbarians of the old world as brzynski called em (no offense to the whites) dint behave unless USA behaves. 

Bah sometimes I think even democracy is a farce cause you keep seeing weak leaders and how much can one leader even do. Seriously my moms here with one boob cut off and I've hit that faggit my brown dad and his gang of cronies backstabbing me and stealing from me. So I'm hurt as heck and in a bad rented apartment that's run down in every way. I mean niggers are prohibited from being president but if your mom was white and wasted her life on a poisonous men like Barry, Barack, lolo then it's okay??? No it isn't. Black blood isn't allowed to preside especially when it's born in Mombasa or wherever. Pfft. Long story short things are bad bad bad for me. I can't even speak freely in the web because Indian and Muslim men are finding my stuff a it them and kicking my ass. A review of mine was removed. Very stupid and dominating parents I have. Sigh. I'm tired haven't slept well in years. Another curse from angry brown/mutt Hindu males. Long story. These brown men will trash whatever they touch whether they're Indian brown guys or pakis. Obama too trashed the world. Bastard deserves an impeachment and trial. I'd prefer a quick assignation for Barry but male cocksuckers are often guarded by other male cocksuckers. Things were better for me I'm 2013. It's a long story I'll need to make a new YouTube account as my main one was caught by my dad and he kills anything he lays his hands or eyes on. Disappointed no one did him in. many wanted to. Many men have wanted to kill him. He's jealous of everything including youth, beauty, success, brains anything he doesn't have. I'll be so ecstatic when he dies; when all brown men due. When blacks are kicked out of white nations. I'm in India not by choice but forced by bad circumstances. Long story. 

A chief funder of Islamic terror

Is a brown skinned Hindu asshole who no one would hire in jobs in Dubai. He then took his wife's (another supertroll) life savings from her jobs and started a bookshop in Dubai. Since 1998 this asshole is partying and slacking and breaking every rule of civility in existence while pretending to run this shop. What this multicultural anti Aryan asshole is doing in reality is letting Muslim employees take whatever funds their want to steal. They in turn are donating heavy sums to their mosques which in turn send those funds to terrorists. The correlation of this business starting in 1998 in Dubai, the dot com bust and many other terrorist and ot tragic acts occurring since then is unmistakeable.

I am unfortunately the son of these two Hindu fanatic trolls who are dead against anything libertarian. Everything must be sad and brown and poor and misogynist or else They'll ruin my life which they have already done. Why can't Hindus ever tolerate criticism of Muslims or Islam is because Hinduism isn't a religion of peace either. On my phone blogger isn't picking up my photos for attaching an image of this asshole.

What shucks mr is how people are going along with this asshole dad of mind instead of kicking his ass.